huifen's

14days from now

2010-08-06T00:03:00.000-07:00

For the past months; what are the memories you had of us?

I miss the past you, & the past us.
why can't love be simpler.

You seem to have changed;
or is it just me being naive, thinking that love is that simple.

all i need now, is ahug.

15, 45, 71, 106, ...

2010-08-04T17:42:00.000-07:00

All i could do, is to wait, & hope that everything will be fine.

The first thing i want to do if we make it, is to ...

Nika's new eyebrow cut!

2010-05-25T23:55:00.000-07:00

Cute eyebrows? :p
& she look like monkey, lol!

♥!
"From whoever sent it" (:

Chronowerkz 2010!

2010-05-02T22:16:00.000-07:00

Went to NYP Alumni Winds' concert at Victoria Concert Hall yesterday, with BUN!

Camwhored at Esplanade after the concert!
We wanted to take alot of crazy shots, but there's just too many people.
We're shy buns.

don't know what i should do with my fringe!
just leave it, or trim my bangs! >:

Annoying Orange!

2010-04-11T02:28:00.000-07:00

Hey apple! HEY! Hey apple!
teehee! im addicted to it! KNIFE! *ahh..!*
& i love to act like annoying orange, & irritate my friends, & especially J! haha!

Enjoyed my day today, ALOT, especially "Hey apple!" :D

& im bored at home! watched annoying orange agains;
feel like robbing J's itouch to play angrybird! ):

):

2010-04-07T00:31:00.000-07:00

2nd day at work, managed to get 3 appointments.
& tomorrow's finally wednesday, it's finally your off-day!
but....

i'm like:
"yay! finally can meet you before work tomorrow!"

& you never even mention anything/or ask me about work.

the feeling sucks okay.
it's like you feeling excited and all, but the person dont seem to care at all.

first you're busy with work, then your game, ...
now that we're both working, it's even harder to meet up.

you said you'll make time for us, but i think im not going to expect anything much, least i get disappointed.

(:
okay, you called!
& im feeling a lil better now.
but i still hope to meet up soon; it's been sooo long since we really went out together.

History repeats itself, again.

2010-03-28T06:28:00.000-07:00

Orhkay, we're giving up.
Some people just don't want to listen.
Says "Okay" but never do it! Entertaining us or what.

Brother's heading to Batam in an hour's time!

& he said he's going to play paintball there, and will be back in the evening.
i asked him what's paintball,

& he replied;
"piak piak piak piak piak piak."

without laughing.

HAHA!

cramp & jealous night!

2010-03-21T01:20:00.000-07:00

i need lots of pills!
pills to cure my face;
pills to stop the cramp;
pills to stop jealousy;

& pills for you; to make you feel everything im feeling!
the pain, the jealousy, ...

im a possesive gf.

2010-03-19T01:49:00.000-07:00

Sentosa-ed on 17th March.
Caught Songs of the Sea, lol.
Pity those performers, need to do the same thing everyday, twice somemore.

im a possesive gf, but who's not right?
you tell me who can take it if they're partner goes out with the opposite sex alone, just becos they need to catch up with each other?
i got nothing to say if it's your veryyy close friend;
but some are obviously, not.
if you need to meet the person so badly, then mayb you should just ditch your partner;
& meet that guy/girl you need to meet so badly, till if you don't meet them, you would have probably die.
but i don't see a reason why someone who's attached have to meet someone of the opposite sex, who's not really a very CLOSE friend, that badly. (:

TRUST?
You don't trust the person, just bcos you say you trust or just bcos your partner ask you to trust them when they're out "catching up" with the opposite sex.

Make sense, no?
Mayb only a ~~VERY~~ possesive gf like me thinks that way.
but, i don't think i'm very possesive, am i?

Graduation!

2010-03-16T00:38:00.000-07:00

No more sleepless nights, staying back in school, wasting money on cabs, rushing FYP, ...!

Huuhuu!
But, no more "playing cards" in school too. ):

If only we can continue studying, without having projects/assignments.

All we need to do is, going for breaks as and when we like, gamble like nobody's business, talk and laugh in class!

okay fine, it's over.
4days of gradshow is over too!
& it's really a failure!
who would go all the way down to NYP after work, just to see our gradshow?

S&L!

*********************

& yes! finally, sakae buffet again, with JvierTan! :DD

chawanmushi!

Hotcakes breakfast tomorrow!
i better wake up early!

Day...

2010-02-02T01:24:00.000-08:00

okay, i lost count, but friday is the day.

have been really really busy with FYP;
staying back late in school almost for the whole of last week, and this week.
1 more week to complete model, design journal, report, technical drawings, presentation boards, ...

& i %@$!-ing left my thumbdrive in school!
still thought of staying up to do some work!
fine! just wasted 6hours of my time!

feeling so clumsy today;
i even spilled one whole cup of coke in the cab,
the uncle didn't scold me and even joke with me.
but i think deep deep deep in his heart, he must be cursing me!
oh! so leaving my thumbdrive in school is my karma!

i've not been sleeping, but im not really tired.
but i think i'll just go and rest, and hopefully reach school earlier to do my work!

Day 04...

2010-01-26T23:12:00.000-08:00

it feels like the last 10days...

hopefully not.

and please pray hard that i finish my design by tomorrow 3pm;
so that i can start on my technical drawings!

and there's still model, developmental sketches, presentation boards to be done!
okay, im stressing myself out!

Day 03...

2010-01-25T23:58:00.000-08:00

Good news or not?

I still need to wait for 11 more days for the verdict.

But im feeling happy! (:
at least someone's trying to change, heehee!

let's all change for the better!

Day 02...

2010-01-24T23:57:00.000-08:00

Zoo, holland v, Bangkok, hotcakes, steamboat, shopping for CNY clothes...

& i still thought of going to Taiwan for Jielun's concert.

i need to concentrate on my FYP, NOW!

%#@$ myself...

2010-01-24T05:24:00.000-08:00

i want to sleep; but i can't.
i want to do fyp, also cannot.

if only i can postpone everything till after fyp!

Day 01...

2010-01-23T23:30:00.000-08:00

time to really think...
if we make it through, i hope we bcome stronger.

FYP! FYP! FYP!
18 more days, &^$@!#!@#!!

2010 New Year Resolutions!

2010-01-18T00:17:00.000-08:00

Here's my new year resolutions!

Lose weight, and maintain my weight at 35kg!
Pass grade8 piano, and start preparing for my Diploma!
Help Huifen to help Jvier quit smoking completely, not even a puff!

Okay, time to start doing my FYP! ):
I just realised, im only left with 23days to finish up everything! #@#!@!!

Chris' 21st!

2010-01-18T00:10:00.000-08:00

Celebrated Christina Goh Kar Hui 大头's belated 21st birthday last thurs, 14 jan!

Dinner at Shokudo followed by Kbox!

Everyone left early to catch the last train, leaving the 3 of us, when we thought most of them will stay till midnight.
So when everyone left, we continued to entertain ourselves till 2am.

2 lil buns went out to play!

2009-12-27T02:37:00.000-08:00

Shopping with BUN last week! (:

& more dates with her!
our kbox, kbox, KBOX! :D

& I just wasted one week bcos i didn't even touch my FYP!

#!%^!@$! Please start tomorrow!!

Gone with the waves...

2009-12-21T04:51:00.000-08:00

Sentosa-ed with Jvier on Sunday!
Didn't really got tanned, bcos it rained.
It's been so long, since the last time i went to Sentosa, & i enjoyed myself still, though the time we spent there was short.

And shingz!
The wave took my ezlink and ring!
Okay, at least the wave didn't take me away, lol.

Artistic right! :x

I want to go see Jielun tomorrow!!
Hopes Jvier can get off! :D

Dear Santa...

2009-12-17T00:57:00.000-08:00

All that i want for xmas is...

my parents' trust
mom to be less superstitious
BabyNika to be more girly

okay, i know its almost impossible!
So maybe an epilator would be nice! (:

I don't have a chimney in my house, so i'll leave my windows open for you.
Don't bother looking for the xmas sock, bcos i don't have one.
But you can just leave it on my table!
Thanks manymany!

I remember writing a letter like this to Santa asking for a gift 10 years ago.
HAHA!

Let's hit the gym!

2009-12-11T22:35:00.000-08:00

@#!%-^&@! spent $20 on food today!

Strawberry stick, yami yoghurt, takoballs, teppanyaki, cup corn, some spicy soup & jelly!
Feeling super angry & guilty now!
Feel like slicing the lumps of fats and squeezing out those disgusting oil inside me!
I don't care, im so going to the gym next week!!

Gigi & i finished the whole bowl of spicy soup;
we're improving!
It's super spicy, but we just couldnt stop drinking.

Skipped school to go hunt for job,

but we ended up shopping and eating! muahahaha!

& BUN caught me eating! :x

anise, bergamot, cinnamon, eucalyptus...

2009-12-10T00:11:00.000-08:00

Firmenich presentation on Tuesday;
results was out on the day itself.

& heard from our mentor that our group lost by 1 vote!
There goes our $1000....
But it's okay lah, we already know who are the winners, the day we got the project.

Sinfonique'09

2009-12-05T23:47:00.000-08:00

Went for Sinfonique'09 with BUN yesterday!
And realised how super long we didn't go for practice, lol!

And i got more jielun stuffs from BUN,
thanks, muahahaha! :D
Can't wait for our next meet up;
celebrations, shopping, eating, and talk non-stop!

BabyNika in a good mood to take pictures with me, muahahhaa! :D

& her hair is growing, lol!
while mine takes forever to grow!!

i don't need an auspicious date to see a doctor!

2009-12-05T03:22:00.000-08:00

I just want to go and get my medicine as soon as possible,
and my mom ask me to go another day bcos today is not a good day to go to the doc!

^@^%&$!@#!

Don't understand why she have to be so superstitious!
I'm just going to see a doctor, not getting married or what.
Why do i need an auspicious date?!

So if someone got a heart-attack or something;
the person should check if it's a good day to go to the doc?
If not, the person have to stay at home, wait for an auspicious date;
if he/she can't wait, then they should just die?

Tired of her being sooooooo superstitious!

And i told her alot of times to return that don't-know-what-thing to her superstitious friend,
bcos that thing won't make me listen to her.
And i thought she already did;
but i found it in my room AGAIN few weeks ago.
She already hid it in my room for don't know how many times!
And i kept giving her chance, but this time i just threw it away!
Bcos i know if i don't, i will find it hidden in another corner of my room, the next time i pack my room!

im still feeling so angry with her,
& i still have to give in to you.
no secrets, only secretsssssss?

over-sensitive or ......?

2009-12-02T23:40:00.000-08:00

i hate it when i anyhow think;
but i like to anyhow think.

i keep having these feelings;
& they felt so real.

i doubt every little single thing;
every single word.

so insecure, & there's no longer trust.
maybe there's still a tinyweenylittlebit of it.

Haw Par Villa!

2009-11-28T04:11:00.000-08:00

Haw Par Villa, finally!

Have to pay $1 to see the 10 courts of hell, lol!
& I thought there was 18.

Have prepare myself for all these punishments.
Chopped into pieces, tongue cut, intestines pulled out, pierced by knives, ...

If you're unfilial to your parents, disobedient to your siblings, spread rumours, gossip about people, cheat during exam, ...
BE PREPARED TOO!
Who not even once gossiped/cheated in exam?!

Caught The New Moon after that,
didn't catch a thing, don't even know who is who! :x
But i know i was waiting for Bella to become a vampire, then it ended like... that.

BBQ @ lower seletar reservoir!

2009-11-24T00:27:00.000-08:00

Another mini gathering with primary schoolmates last saturday, 21 nov! :D

Before heading out to meet the rest, Jasmine came over to my place;
to play with babynika!

i think Nika likes her, she didn't struggle or move or what when Jasmine carry her!
& she even kiss Jasmine & stayed at that position, until i finish taking their pic, bad nika! :x

Tihyong made this!
Replacement for my birthday cake? LOL!
Thanks UncleTan, haha!

That's UncleTan! :x

Jasmine was touching Hoifai's ch!n, i accidentally saw it, & immediately went crazy!
So now, another group of people know my weakness.
& they kept disturbing me & even took a video of it!

After the BBQ, the few of us who stayed around the same area, went to Lor8 market to slack.
Chat, and i found out another shocking news! :x
i love gatherings! :D

Looking forward to the next gathering, next year's CNY maybe?
Steamboat, huuhuu! :D

Memorable 19th!

2009-11-21T03:49:00.000-08:00

But stupid Mario spoiled my day a lil.

Met BUN for breakfast as usual.
Every year, on this very special day, we'll meet up for breakfast!
& BOOMZ! Received a hand-made card from her!

Met Mario in the lift while going back to class, he called me & asked why am i so late, blahblahblah~ then asked if my supervisor was informed. Like wth? Inform supervisor that i'm having birthday breakfast with my BUN and will be late? I replied no? And he just walk out of the lift at level 5, when he press level 6 -.-!

& he even called me "Shufen" ! I'm Huifen lah, ass! Don't know want act yi ge know! :x

Cake surprise in class - Strawberry SHORTcake! LOL!

Girlfriends!

Went to Eastcoast, was blindfolded, but i heard some of their voices.
But was still surprised to see so many of them there, even those who didn't come to school that day!

And i blow the candles till can die!
They're all relightable candles, lol!

Found out later that they've been acting & lying to me! :x

Everyone was rushing for projects this whole week, nobody mentioned anything about my birthday.

Thursday i still ask them where they going after school, & they tell me going home!
But they actually went to get my present, lol!
We still board different train, and alight at different stops!
But they meet up again after i left. They really can act, haha!

Then on my birthday itself, Fify still tell me she got a date, and Yvonne going out with her friend, ahma and karen never come to school, Christina going home, ....

Some even purposely don't want wish me, make me think that they really forget my birthday.

Christ act yi ge emo don't want go mac with us, but actually she went to meet Jvier to get some stuffs from him.
Some didn't even come to school.

You tell me how to not believe that they don't even plan to celebrate my birthday with me! hahaha!

Didn't even expect Jvier to actually contact some of them to plan this surprise!

Before that, i was still feeling very sian, cos i've been celebrating birthday with friends.
But, i still get to celebrate it with my BUN, friends, and Jvier!
Happy Huifen! :D
Thanks BUN, Jvier & girlfriends!!

Birthday cake from BUN!

Thanks for the wishes, surprises, presents, cakes and the company!
Greentea, accessories, wood crafted piano, shades, cushion, photo album, card and jacket are all loved!

We don't want to buy...

2009-11-16T02:04:00.000-08:00

Asked BUN out for shopping!
& she sacrificed her sleep to shop with me! :x
If not i will really meet her only after 6months, haha!

Went Orchard, both of us bought stuffs, eat alot, & i vomit again.
Happy fen gets to drink addiction, eat strawberry stix & icecream! :D

& we kept saying "we don't want to buy...", bcos we always didn't buy what we wanted to buy when we say "we want to buy..." wahaha, okay, lame.

Left: Taken in 2007
Right: Taken just now

Looks the same right! LOL!
The way we smile, and how we tilt our head...
& i can't stop laughing at myself, wahahahaha!

OH! Yvonne & the rest are back from Suzhou!
Huuhuu! Can't wait to go school later!
& i don't need to face the sun alone already, wahahah!

Boyfriend is not your everything!

2009-11-12T00:37:00.000-08:00

Another FYP presentation over! :D
Have to finalise design & start drawing plans soon, grr!
& there's Firmenich, Firmenich, Firmenich;
Commskillls, Commskills, Commskills! %#!#!%@!

Huuhuu! Finally went shopping with Chris again!

Die die also want go out with her,
if not don't know when will be the next time we can go out le.

You can survive without a boyfriend;
but without friends?
Especially when your boyfriend is one who always quarrel with you over the slightest thing;
& one whom you will not want to be with till the end.

nice stuff for sale!

2009-11-09T01:04:00.000-08:00

Shopping @ Artfriend to get materials for FYP just now;
& caught Love Happens @ Grand Cathay.

Anyway, we'll be selling nice chocolate marshmellows, nice chocolate cornflakes, nice honey cornflakes and nice brownies around NYP tomorrow, to raise funds for out FYP materials, and maybe graduation show! We made it ourselves, it's super nice! :x So people, please buy some from us!

Made with real chocolate! :x

Chocolate cornflakes!

Honey cornflakes!

Preparations at Fify's place yesterday! (:

Braddellites gathering!

2009-11-09T00:32:00.000-08:00

Was late, bcos i was at Fify's place before that, making the cornflakes!
Super fun, so i left her house later! :x

The gathering was held at CitySquare Condo's function room.
Only 12 people turn up, when's its supposed to be a gathering for our batch!
Eat, chitchat, game, ktv session & pooled!
And i must admit i have bad memory!
I can't even remember which class i was in, and some of them can even remember where they sit, lol.

Weiling, Limei, Jazreel, Huifen, Jasmine! (:

Weiling attempted to take from her side....

& almost all failed, lol!

Jasmine & Me! (:
We've never been in the same class, but we always hang out together with Kammy & Huijin!

Drinking session with Jasmine and HoiFai after that @ Club July, at bishan stadium!
Thanks WS, Vincent & Edwin for accompanying me to the place!
Heard something on the way, & they were still talking about those stuff -.-!

Cant' wait for the next gathering on 21st Nov (:

My dog's not mute!

2009-11-05T23:49:00.000-08:00

Some bangalah's renovating my house toilet and bathroom, and only Nika's at home to look after the house, LOL.
And she barked more than 10times for the first time!
Before that, i only heard her barked before twice.
Maybe bcos there's stranger in my house, and she kept grr-ing.

Met Jvier for movie after school, but he suddenly say don't want to watch already!
My mood totally went down, and was feeling really -grr!
Then he asked me to take something from his jacket;
and TADAH! i found the movie tickets for My sister's keeper; he already bought it before i reached!
He wanted to surprise me with the tickets later initially, but then i was already damn moody, so he gave up! wahahas!

But the movie's not as nice as i expected, bcos it didn't make me cry!

Wednesdays are games day!

2009-11-04T23:29:00.000-08:00

Woke up late today & missed my mac breakfast!!
And there's only 5 of us in class today;
Played monopoly, and eat some taste-like-plastic marshmellow until feel like vommiting.

Fishtail braiding, by Siti!
Cool right?!
So long never say that le! :x

Pack up and headed to town for movie with the rest, when it's 3pm sharp! wahaha!

Slacked the whole day today, tomorrow better start doing FYP;
presentation's next weeeeeeeeek!

Movie again tomorrow; My sister's keeper! :D

There's hope for FYP!

2009-11-04T00:55:00.000-08:00

At least we can carry on with what we're doing now,
and hopefully everything goes on smoothly.

Time to buy lots of materials again! $$

Firmenich presentation today,
& we only started doing 3D this morning.
2 more weeks to finish all the designs & present to client, grr!

Looking forward to school later!
Go to school late, mac breakfast, slack&play, wait for the rest to finish their job training, then movie; Jennifer's body! huuhuu!

And im addicted to the "egg game" in Jvier's itouch!

Bad Nika...

2009-11-03T01:27:00.000-08:00

Firmenich is killing me!
Can't seem to think of any design,
all i could think of is the flavour & fragrance of Nika's pee & shit!

Even my room smells of her shit;
All thanks to my brother who put her in my room.

Mayb i wont hate her so much, if she's still maomao...

but too bad, she's now mao-less!
& i hate her! wahaha, just kidding, i still love her! “妈妈爱你!”

Dimsum @ Excelsior Hotel!

2009-10-31T03:02:00.000-07:00

Had dimsum buffet before going to school.
(my only meal of the day, and im SUPER HUNGRY now!)
Reached school around 3plus, and i left 2hours later.
Haven't start doing Firmenich and FYP!

Spent 2hours in school camwhoring.

Imagine us this fat! LOL.
I think i'll bcome like this soon, if i carry on snacking in studio.

Imagine that...

2009-10-30T02:01:00.000-07:00

your bf acting and behaving childishly, when he's 24,
your bf burping out loud infront of your friends,
your bf acting like a rich guy even when he's obviously not,
your bf calling your friend bitch,
your bf acting like a bigfuck threatening your friends,
your bf is someone whom your friends dislike,

just imagine that.

Is he really the right guy for you?
Do you really love him?

Caught Imagine That on Wednesday(28/10).
Thanks to Pearlyn who gave us the tickets! (:

And i have to say it's my worse movie ever!
Nothing to do with the show actually, but some bastard who spoiled my day.
I ~~fucking~~ watch the show alone for 40mins, and i almost wanted to leave halfway through.

Shall not elaborate on what happened, if not im going to BOOMZ, and start scolding vulgarities again.

Just hope all these can just end quickly, bcos we all know it's not going to last.